Want to know what I do when I get scared?
Sometimes I get really scared of doing things. These 'things' are often things that I really, REALLY want to do or say or change, but I get scared all the same. I get scared that I'll screw up, or say the wrong thing, or not like the thing as much as I thought I would. Other times, I just start feeling a bit small, you know? Like I want to hide and dumb-down and blend-in. I start questioning whether someone like me can really have these 'things' and I feel myself backing away, listening to the voice in my head [...]